so i broke my thumb boarding with a friend and had to spend new years on the couch after sugery. the biggest thing i was concerned about was how many calories they pumped into me after surgery. i guess i was really dehyrated. so yea. i gained like 5 lbs because of this. im gona cry. i hate this disease. i want to be normal. i want to be happpy. but then when i think of it, i'd rather be THIN. wat is wrong with me??

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 so I'm new.

5'7"
cw 137
hw 150
lw 115
gw1 120
gw2 110
gw3 100

 i realized i forgot to post my goal weight...

gw1: 130

gw2: 120

GW: 115!!!!

 I'm here trying to get back on track.  This past year has been a horrible pattern of binging and gaining, and I so fat I can no longer think...
I hope to be of any support I can to you all, and hopefully we can stay strong and think thin together. :)

lw: 98 lbs (2 years ago)
hw and cw: 145 lbs

height: 5'9

So it's now the end of 2009. It's just 2hrs30 to go. How have I ended 2009? BINGING.

Yeah. Binging. I couldn't stop. Eat eat eat eat eat. I'm a disgusting pig, & I can't purge tonight. I've ended up taking 3 SlimShot tablets. They're currently one of the top diet pills on the market, and you disolve them in water.

You're supposed to take the citrus with breakfast, the apple half hour before lunch, and the berry with dinner.. But I took all 3 one after another after another because I'm that much of a useless waste of space.

In 2010 I will get back below 18.5. I'm 23.0 right now. FAT FAT FAT FUCKING FAT!! I WILL be thin again!! Under BMI 16 again would be so lovely..

Right now I wanna cuddle up with a bottle of Baileys and cry myself to sleep. I accomplished nothing in 2009.. I never will accomplish anything because I'm worth nothing.

See you in a much thinner and more succesful 2010.

I hit my first goal! 110 lbs. ACCOMPLISHED!
On to 107, then 103!!!!! <3
sorrys just really happy i finally got on 110!
how are you girls?
holding up strong i hope :3

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